Moving has not been a walk in the park. In many ways, it could seem like a sexy idea to pack up and move from Ohio to Florida. But, it’s been tough. It certainly hasn’t been smooth sailing. Luckily, a great, caring and supportive church has helped. Encouragement from friends has also been uplifting. More importantly, the reminder of God’s faithful love and pleasure in us, has been our stronghold in this move.
Probably the biggest adjustment for me in this move is the obliteration of my old schedule. I am a creature of habit and am at my best when I am disciplined and organized. Obviously, a relocation of 1,100 miles can be physically draining. The whole process of packing, moving, unpacking and adjusting has taken a toll on my body and my old schedule. I would like to think of myself as a pretty disciplined guy. I’m at my best when I get up early, get a good workout in and spend some quality and consistent time with my Creator. When, my schedule gets disrupted (and right now it is because all I want to do is sleep as often as I can) my whole life is out of whack. My top 2 strengths are consistency and responsibility. Needless to say, I like to feel like I am accomplishing something everyday on a consistent basis. So, when I don’t have consistent time Spiritually or physically I feel like I am not accomplishing anything…or growing.
So, what to do? Well, I have been trying to catch some time with God throughout the day, but it is definitely not the same as a consistent, early morning time for me. Yes, I try to be in a constant attitude of prayer throughout my day, but again, there’s nothing like the intimacy I feel with God in an early morning, disciplined prayer. So, I’m going to buckle down and get back on my old schedule. My hope is that my body will adjust soon. When it does, my mind will soon follow and I will feel so much better. This is why I, personally, need and love discipline. It’s also why I love, and need, the Grace of God. Without it, I would (and have) drive myself nuts trying to be disciplined and earn my way to God. Let’s be honest, I’m just wired that way. Thank you God for your Grace!
